Life Ain;t Fair

Pinning Your Hopes On A Falling Star
Praying For Peace By Wedging A War
World Never Fails To Surprise[?] Me
And I Don;t Even Need To Look Afar!

Going Through Life's Twists And Turn
I Keep Moving And Thus I Learn
Life Ain;t Fair And Never Will Be
Still At Times, iWonder... Why Me?

Could You Lend Me Your Heart?

Guess You Ain't Seeing No One
And I Guess I Am Right
I Was Ready To Take On The World
But I'm Fine Even Without A Fight!

I Don;t Have Slightest Of Clue
Why Am I Too Reluctant To Say
Afraid To Lose What I Don;t Have
A Little Scared To Move Away.

I Ain;t As Dumb As I May Look
Then, Neither Am I Street Smart
But It Would Be A Great Previlege
If You Could Lend Me Your Heart!

And I Missed You Again!

They Say When You Move Forward
Do So By Closing The Doors Behind
I've Tried And Failed Miserably
As It's The Same Door That I Find!

Not Caring About The Chilly Wind
Nor About Those Huge Piles Of Snow
Beginnings Are Harder At First
I've Been Through, And I know.

I Try Hard To Keep Myself Occupied
Aware That I Still Have Miles To Go
The Farther and Farther As I Move
The Stronger Wind Of Memories Blow.

I Got The Warmth Of Your Embrace
Under Those Black Clouds of Rain
Looked Up For The Silver Lining
And... And I Missed You Again!

I Talk To Myself

In The Silence Of The Night
When The World Is Deep Asleep
I Whisper To The Stars Above
Secrets I Find Hard To Keep.

Stupid It Is And Has Been
My Heart, All Along The Way
Decides To Fall For You Again
Nothing There, I Could Do Or Say.

Would Have Been So Different
Being Able To Decide Whom We Fall
My Case Would Be Indifferent
I Bet, You'd Always Be My Call!

World Thinks It Knows Me
But They Don;t, Not At All
Only Few Will Know The Story How
I Met You First Time, O Girl!

I Look Inside To Be Happy
So Far Succeeded Without Help
Whenever My Heart Is Too Heavy
Times Like These, I Talk To Myself!

I Sseug, M'i Gnissim Ouy

Ah! The Mile High City!
The Backyard Of The God
Blue Sky, White Mountains
Ask No More With The Lord!

Denizens flock all year round
Winter, Summer, Spring or Fall
Could There Be A Better Place?
Probably Not, That's Their Call!

It's A Beautiful Day Outside
You'll Hear Everyone Say
Ask Me? Partially I would Agree
Beautiful? Yes. Perfect? No Way!

My Sights Are All Right
I Don;t have Swings In My Mood
I Speak My Mind, Always.
For Myself, For My Own Good

In Your Absence, Everything's Imperfect
Ability, I;ve Seen In People So Few
I Guess, I Won;t Even Enjoy Paradise
Like Now, When I'm Missing You!

Wish I Am Lost

If you come across
Someone looking for me
Tell them to follow
My traces on the snow
Under the blue sky
Close to the moon
Blown away by the wind
Seeking warmth in the ice.

 

Has the sun gone to sleep?
I don;t have a clue
Tis been a while
My days begin with your smile
Don;t have much to ask
But I wish I am lost
And the world finds me
In your eyes!

I Hope We Meet Again

For some
It may sound like a wish
Not to get drenched
Without a cover
Under a torrential rain.

 

A fool
I may look like
Wishing for a wish
That has only one fate:
Ending up in vain.

 

I ain't giving up
Not even an inch
To keep intact
My dreams alive
Whatever be the pain.

 

I have met you once
Got to know you
A little bit
That ain;t enough
So, I hope we meet again.

Dream O Dream

Just a month ago
I hated to go to bed
Not because I was sad
Nor was I afraid
Reality was beautiful
Dreams? As if I cared!

 

Now I try hard to fall asleep
Even though I ain;t sad
Neither am I afraid
You are no longer around me
Closer to you I wish to be
And tis how I get!

 

I dream with eyes open
You doing all the things I do
Wish to go back to sleep often
With hope I can be with you
Tis my world now, Dream O Dream
And it revolves all around you!

Ever Caught Me Smile?

I wish you miss me too, when
I miss you & your contagious smile
If not every now and then
At least a little, just for a while.

 

Worried I am, when people ask
The reason behind my smile
To few, I tell the truth behind
For rest, I act normal for a while.

 

A lot of difference we have
Distance? Too many a mile
But, everything vanishes the moment
I think of you & your smile.

Won;t Let You Get Out Of My Head

The world outside knows all my secrets
To share it with you, I am a bit afraid
Even though not sure what future holds for me
I won;t let you get out of my head.
 

My eyes have screamed my feelings so often
Lips too reluctant, to say what is left unsaid
But even if I fail to gather courage enough
I won;t let you get out of my head.
 

Not sure if I should consider myself lucky?
To have seen an angel long before I'm dead
You're the culprit I lost my heart to
So, I can;t afford to let you get out of my head!

This Time Last Year

Don't you think that the time passes just too fast? Feels like yesterday when I first came to the States... but it's already been over 16 months...  and it's been a month since I was done with my MBA!

 

Maybe it has something to do with Einstein's 'Theory of Relativity', maybe! As I see the updates of my friends in Facebook, coming back to Laramie and going to school for new semester from Monday, I wonder if I am done with my school yet? Or do I have to be there that day to attend my classes? And it is slightly valid as well, since the university has not mailed my graduation certificate yet!

 

I had made too many trips from Laramie to Denver and vice-versa since I came here. I hated Sundays then, just because most of my trips from Denver to Laramie were set on that day. Recalling this time last year, I was here in Denver for a month after my first semester ended, and this eventual day, I had to return back... to a new apartment, new room-mates and all. And even though I was here for long, a part of me wished maybe I don't have to go... maybe the clock will take a long pause and the time will stay still... I wished! I did.

 

But here I am today, done with school and with no compulsion to make a trip to Laramie anymore. But since I am done with that burden, I am feeling like it should be fun being there at this moment, observing other student's faces on the very first day of the semester, their excitement, worries, happiness and all those emotions... I missed it when I was there, but I am sure I would get a different perspective from where I stand now... they may feel I am done with my degree and my side of world looks greener... but I feel the same about them. I didn't like going to school as such, but then I didn't hate it as well... I do miss it already now, a little bit.

 

Hope everyone of them have a memorable semester! And who knows maybe I can make a trip up there, sometime in the future! Maybe sometime this semester. You never know!